Elevation

Have I already used this as ab topic?

Who cares?

Lifew is eventful, nowadays, if somewhat monotonous. The emotions are still htere, and the intensity of those emotions s nowhere close to dying down... but the fact that htey are htere every single day has made them somewhat repetative... So whats in a day?

Morning: Annoyance at having to wake up

Mid morning: more annoyance of having to attend class

noon: depression when i see her, and remind myself that shes nowhere near where i want her to be

afternoon: more depression b'cus although i saw her.. jher was sooooo unfulfillinjg... kinda like being starved nearly to daeth and then getting the tiniest nibble of the most delicious thing on earth.

late afternoon: guilt because i'm rewminded of what gr8 friends i have.. and how i shouldnt be peeved when they careabout me as much as they do.

evening: shughal, because i'm sick of the negative energy bottled up inside, so i finally unwind and have a good time with ppl i care about and ppl that care about me..