Sick

U know, i think i'm developing some wierdo psychological problem. I go to college for almost the sole reason for seeing her. And then when I dont, i get pissed. Then, when i do, i still get pissed because it never seems to be enough. I always want to be with her... but it seems that it'll take quite a while before that happens...

and you find yourself looking for the same beautiful face in every white cultus that passes by

god, i am totally pathetic.

And sick of myself.

Look at me, the proud arse that never went out of his way for almost ANYONE.......

.....reduced to this.

Help me, someone.