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Lets answer a few question, or rather, clear some misconceptions a kindly soul has developed after reading through my blog.

I came across your blog while surfing Blogger, and I can't help but noice that you seem very despondent over life in general and over a specific girl in particular.

despondent isnt the word, my friend. It's more about thirst, its about semi-methodolically recognizing what I want to change, and then going ahead to change it full throttle. more like 'carpe diem, baby'.

I dont quit, I dont break. And, thanks to the grace of God, I always seem to manage to pull through, albiet somewhat scuffed, occaisionally.

The major religions happen to be a point of interest for myself, although so far, I have found Islam to be most satisfactory. Maybe if I can get my hands on this book 'The Case for Christ' I'll give it a read.

Right now, my life isnt devoid of meaning. The very existance of the fire within gives it meaning.

Thanks for your concern, and do keep visiting. I look forward to hearing from you again, carl.