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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Mental Intermission

I think its interesting how alot of the people who visit my blog deduce that I'm a chronically depressed personality. Perhaps clarification before i get another comment like carl's? My blog is for my inner demons, for the insecurities i hold within. it's my little outlet where i let the intensity out before something inside me explodes... but that explosion isnt always one of grief. Although it is, more often than not. The last time I had an intellectual orgasm was quite a few semesters ago... I long to experience that more regularly but unfortunately either time or circumstances or my own pathetic laziness always seem to get in the way.

Yayy... I'm mister Coordiantor now... the big guy. In the forefront of the hypocracy that pervades most institutions in my beloved country. So what does that make me? A product of the system? A victim of the system? But than again, one must first conquer the system before it can be changed. Conquest is close, but by no means complete. And, just like in the story of king Arthur, maintaining peace is more difficult than conquest.

Excalibur

4 of them wept:

Sadaff said...

Its good to see you back, been a while since we got to read any newer of your lovely writes.

oh and i find it funny how everyone calls every other person depressed. its almost like i have nothing more intellectual to say so i will say you are depressed. its almost impossibly non-sensical, sigh.

a good hiatus is always good for the mind, be it from blogging or anything. i dont think it has anything to do with depression.
heh

Sadaff said...

check your email, you have an invitation for raindrops.

Anonymous said...

why the hell cant i see carl's comments anywhere? and btw i know u aint a depressed PERSONALITY but brother, it's definitely a phase that ure going through...jo bhi keh lo ab isay...

Anonymous said...

well you are yourself...
tungened trying to testify the turning tours through time...