The Eye of the Storm

I can be rather boring sometimes, I realize. I'm essentially an introvert that now has a clear tendency to keep the important bits inside. Too much risk is entailed doing things any other way. This often makes me quiet or lost for words.

And I do admit that it becomes somewhat distracting, you know, when you're next to me sitting in a country with no electricity and while the waiter puts an emergency light on a faraway table, it filters through a veneer of leaves and illuminates your face with patterns and lines like a roadmap to a fairy tale. Your eyes always shine though. Perhaps moreso because they are in shadows. So kind of you to make what I desire yet more subtly intriguing to my palate. For adding yet another to that masterpiece.

Iamincontrol yes iamincontrol. Youareinmyheartbutiwontletyougettomyheaduntiliminyours.

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On a separate note: parents are nice. But sometimes you just want to say 'would you fucking wake up?!!?!?'

Haina?